im so tired of living here

so i was out getting things for dinner and a craft project im working on with my mom and we pulled into our back gate and some guy with a large knife on his hip was stealing from us, my mom told him to get the fuck off our property and he did and we made sure he left

she filed a report and everything but this all happened after a convo with her about me possibly developing schizophrenia and shit and im a little wigged out right now

my only response to it was to zone out until he was gone but i still am shaking