mood

if i'm being honest i've been feeling so shitty lately. after breaking up with my ex gf and talking to this new guy my whole ex friend group has been giving me a lot of shit and its been making me feel rlly down in the ditch yk ╯︿╰ like i'd known some of these kids longer than they've known each other and now they're sticking their noses into other ppl's beez wax and making assumptions,,,so i've been feeling so fucking horrible.

but today was pretty healing, i rlly enjoyed calling my best friend for a few hours just going on abt random nonsense, made me feel real again ┗( T﹏T )┛ but i rlly miss my old friends, as weird as they were they made me feel so seen, now i feel like i'm playing up to be someone i'm not and doing shit i don't rlly want to. but oh well, i can just hope it improves soon =(