WRITING

WRITING IS SO FRUSTRATING SOMETIMES. I HAD TO DELETE HALF OF A FANFICTION BECAUSE I REALIZED WHAT I WAS WRITING WAS OUT OF CHARACTER. SOMETIMES I JUST STARE AT THE BLINKING CURSOR IDLY BECAUSE MY BRAIN CAN'T FUNCTION WHATSOEVER. OTHER TIMES MY HEAD STARTS HURTING SOMEWHAT AND IT FEELS LIKE THERE'S JUST A FOG COVERING MY BRAIN.

EVEN WHEN I SET DEADLINES FOR MYSELF THINGS BECOME INCREDIBLY HARD TO FINISH. I SET A DEADLINE FOR MY CURRENT WIP TO THE END OF JUNE AND IT'S 9 DAYS LATE YET ONLY HALFWAY DONE. 

I CAN'T HAVE MORE THAN ONE WIP, EITHER. IF I DO I FORGET ABOUT THE OTHER ONE AND PUT ALL MY ENERGY ONTO ONE. THEN THE SECOND WIL GET BURIED AND I WON'T REMEMBER IT UNTIL MONTHS AND MONTHS LATER.