Skinny Cigarette

HEY I AM BACK.

I have been not feeling like myself lately and i have been feeling hella stuck and just this dark gray ball of slime fucking everybody up and im sick of it. and i feel ugly more so repulsive and sticky and rotten. all the gross words.

i have nothing going for me at the moment.

i have no job, i barely have friends that can stand me, suicidal tendencies, black coffee.

no creamer added.

i wanna improve my life

i need to take care of my gut.

more black coffee and tea and no french fries 

  maybe one more cigarette and a podcast how not to be a lazy fuck