Thoughts of a 15 year old in 2002 - My Personal Blog (Series 1)

These are real, unedited posts from when I was a teenager in 2002! I will post one blog each day in bulletin form as well as in Blog form! Because I want to always remember these! God, the angst in some of my blogs. The back and forth between loving my dad and hating him. That never changed sadly. We had a love-hate relationship! Anyways, without further ado, the oldest post I have... aka, the first post I ever made! This was on Dead Journal!

Apr. 26th, 2002 06:00 pm crazy day........gotta love em!!!

Ok, this is my first entry so I'm gonna tell stuff that are interesting. Ok, today I had to go to the frasiscan Center for a thingy I'm doing called Kaleidiscope. Well, we were rehearsing but while I wasn't on I sat with Darrek cause all my other friends were gone or on stage. We use to go out but know we don't ( and I still have feelings for him and he knows) but we was putting his arms around me and like grabbing my a**. ( okay i won't deny it I liked it lol)
And ever since he found out I still had feelings for him he was closer to me then before. ( before, we hated each other after we broke up, why I have no idea) but ( hi meredith you should rememer this you were there) I didn't go to 7th hour so i could go to film and video class. Darrek was in there. well we wrestled for like a half hour. ( it was really fun) we kept getting into these funny positions. we were wrestling over a clock. the whole time we were wrestling we were being taped. it was funny. but then when i had the clock he tried to get it from me by grabbing my boobs or biting/slobbering all over me. heheHAHAH. it was fun and yess i liked it but you know me. and if you don't now you do or will get the idea later on. The past few days have not been good besides these stories. I've gotten alotta things stolen from my stupidity or dumb people. like my book bag with my history book in it and my friends dress and my violin ( which was found yesturday) and my fences book, and I guess (i heard) that alot of people want to fight me. i have no idea why tho..... do you meredith??? well thats all for now......until another problem caused by me lataz hataz.

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