Updated fandom references+a little part of my life >< (CW: sh/sv!c!d3)

Hewwo!!!  ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ 

As the title says, I already updated the references for some of my oc's on my Hispanic fandom page :33 

I have too much work to do tbh, but yeah guys, I'm surviving idk how.

Btw today I made my first stream on Instagram doing the references of my oc's and I was so embarrassed bc of the quality (╥﹏╥)

Well, other important thing is that it's been like a month without cvtting myself or trying to k!ll myself!!!! :D

I know that it isn't so relevant because I was talking about my characters just two lines before, but yk, I'm kinda proud of myself ˊᗜˋ

If you're curious bout what happened to me, well, I have sv!c!dal tendencies, anxiety, and I also have problems with my mom and family in general. I have also received mental abuse and bullying since I was 7 y/o (I have been in an hospital already).

So, one day my mom started screaming to me like a freak and she took all of my devices so I couldn't communicate, that made me try to k!ll myself by throwing me through the window of my room, my mom literally told me to do it, so I tried to but she stopped me and started hitting me. That same day,before trying to do that, I cvtted my arm and tried to cvt my veins too, my mom heard me crying and saw it all. She started to insult me while she was hitting me :/ (This happened like a month ago)

I still want to cvt myself but... I'm trying not to do it anymore.

But I'm okay rn, I was thinking about moving to my dad's house, but there is not enough space for me :b 

I just want to leave this freaking house!!! (꒦ິヮ꒦ິ)

Well, hope y'all are okay!!! >< If u need help I'm always here!! 

Rawr!!! <(^ω^)>