will there ever be a time machine

i miss my childhood so much and i hate growing up i wish someday in the future i could go back to the times when i was 2-4 years old

my dad would play music on his computer and we would dance together it was so fun but i don't remember much of it and i know that as i'll get older i'll probably not remember any of it but as technology becomes more advanced maybe a time machine could be made but it's very unlikely especially if it fails

i remember our favorite song was tgif and even playing it now makes me cry i miss being younger i wish years had more days in them so time went slower

that was when i was 3 years old and now im 14 and i hate myself and i hate my life i wish i could have just stayed the same age forever

i remember i would watch minecraft parodies and cry because the guy would die to zombies and it was so sad

back then in 2010 the teenage dream was to have a  big party but now all people do is have sex and get into fights and i wish i was born in the late 90s or early 2000s because it sounded so much better then the life i have now

even going outside could get you jumped or killed and people are so violent and im scared oh my god

time goes by too quick i hate growing up