the only difference between boymode and girlmode is press coverage

i await the day where i don’t have to swap between boymode and girlmode. 

one day i’ll just be in boymode, or maybe somewhere in between. 

sometimes the lines are blurred between boymode and girlmode. under the guise of being a tomboy, or how men can Also be feminine. but both never feel right. 

sometimes i mourn my times as a girl because i have so many cute girly outfits that id love to continue wearing if it meant i could simultaneously be  perceived as a masculine male. 

and sometimes i pray for the day i wear a graphic tee and cargo shorts and i get called Sir or Young Man. 

but for now i’m stuck between the lines of boymode and girlmode.