I guess I'm starting a diary here

After writing this I realized that I should probably put a tw! Uh- really small mentions of suicide! I do mention that my mental health sucks recently and uhh- that should be it tbh. Stay safe yall

Yo, so uh- been dead here ig. Stuff happened

Brain went funky and days started to blur, but I went to a friends place recently (tbh I can't remember when but it was a saturday). Helped clear my head (Yippe! :D)

 I also joined a new discord server! I found this account on tumblr about this game in the making and joined their discord so I can actually try it out! 

 It's really cool, there was a fight though. The creator of the game had some beef w/ an ex crewmember. Kinda sucked bc they took over an account meant for the game and was like- being an ass ig. Then someone accused them of using ai for art and stuff

 No one really seemed in the right about that, but no one really has bad blood rn (as far as I'm aware) and I got to meet a friend. We talked about their version of the Undertale multiverse, along with dreams, when we first friended. It was nice

 A little while later I also asked the creator abt a bug testing position bc I wanted to help but I don't think I'm someone with the art or writing style that they'd need. Turns out it might open in a few months bc the first chap is almost done! Plus I might be a good asset bc my computer sucks! (Poor bud is living on a thread, love em tho)

 I'm not really supposed to really say that in public tho bc the creator doesn't want a lot of questions about it bombarding them when the position isn't even open yet lol. Which is why I didn't say the name of the game and stuff. Might when it opens tho!

 Uhhh- Other than that a friend almost unfriended me but they put it really vaguely and I thought they were gonna kts, thankfully nothing happened. They seem to be in a bad place rn though and I dunno how to help. I'm horrible at emotions and comforting ppl ;m;

 Rn tho I just felt sad and I accidentally ghosted some ppl on here and I felt upset at that bc they didn't deserve that so I logged back on and now I'm doing this!

 I'll probably date them too but tbh I don't wanna rn. I just wanna be like- sad and shit. Yk?

 Anyways uh- see yall ig. I don't expect ppl to actually read this shit lmaooo

(Edit, by dating them too I mean the diary or whatever :'D)