red dead redemption 2!! (spoilers ahead)

hi guys!!! i wanna talk about rdr2 cause i just recently finished the game!! (except the epilogue) i wish i put into words how much i loved this game but i cant :,) i will try though!! i wanna just say i initially found it a bit hard to get into the game as the controls felt a lil clunky. i took a small break (like a whole year) and i tried to get myself into it again, and im so happy i did. the game started feeling real when the first death of the gang, sean, happened. it was so sudden and it scared me so bad. ngl i felt like i had ptsd for a little while LOL !! from there on, every death had a bigger and bigger impact. ESPECIALLY LENNYYYYY   speaking of which, you cant talk about rdr2 without talking about arthur morgan. hes one of if not the best protagonist in MEDIA!!!11!!1 arthur is incredible and an amazing representation of the perfect man. and its not because hes perfect, but because hes IMPERFECT. hes made mistakes that he can never take back but he doesnt let it hold him down, but that doesnt mean he forgets about them. he learns from his mistakes. (btw im just speaking about high honor arthur.) i also love the friendship between him and john. it starts off with arthur hating him but grows into an amazing friendship where arthur truly just wants the best for john! i think the only unrealistic part of the game was them going guarma and helping liberating slaves LOL (although i did very much enjoy that part) and the part that made me really talk about this game was the ending. oh. my. god. IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND POETIC. you dont know how happy i was to hear that micah was the rat CAUSE I KNEW IT. i think one of the most beautiful scenes in the game was the top view when everyone points their guns at john and arthur. BTW IM SO MAD THAT JAVIER TOOK DUTCHS SIDE. HE WAS MY FAAAVVV!!! but i heard from a friend that javier had pointed his gun because he didnt want to shoot arthur or john so that kinda helps him but still !!!! other than that, FINALLY BEATING UP MICAH WAS SOOO FUUUUNN. but im so mad that dutch let him live >:( and oh my god. seeing arthur lay down and look at the sun rising one last time made me CRY. i had to take a walk after that and compose myself. but yeah!! those are my thoughts on rdr2!! i give this game an 11/10 and i cant recommend it enough.