Worst mistake of my life.

[ silly repost from my wattpad but with extra words ]

I logged back into my old tiktok account but with a cost i was too stupid to see until now. It had restricted mode which means.. I CANT POST/INTERACT WITH MY TIKTOK FRIENDS NOW BECAUSE I CANT LOG OUT OR SWITCH ACCOUNTS WHICH MEANS IM STUCK THERE FOREVER. I HATE MYSELF I SHOULDVE ACCEPTED MY NEW SOCIAL LIFE NOW I CANT POST ON ANY OF MY OTHER TIKTOK ACCOUNTS ANYMORE I CANT ACT LIKE CHEZ ANYMORE, I CANT BE LEMONY ANYMORE BECAUSE IM A STUPID CHILD. I HATE MYSELF DAMMIT I WISH I NEVER DID THAT

NOBODY WILL EVER RECOGNIZE ME ON THAT ACCOJTN WHATS THE POINT?

JUST TO GET BACK WITH OLD FRIENDS??? WHAT THE HELL

IVE MADE MANY NEW FRIENDS THAT ACTUALLY GAVE ME FANART

PEOPLE I GENUINELY LIKED

SWIRL, MISSINGLALA AND EVERYONE

BUT I WASTED THAT ALL FOR SOME STUPID ACCOUNT I DONT EVEN LIKE ANYMORE

I HATE IT

I HATE IT

I HATE IT

WHY DO I ALWAYS FORGET TO THINK BEFORE I ACT

MY OWN REAL AGE WONT HELP ME BECAUSE PEOPLE WILL MAKE FUN OF ME FOR IT AND EVEN ASK WHY I FAKED MY AGE

I WANTED TO BE LIKE YOU GUYS

I WANTED SUCCESS BUT I DIDNT HAVE THE RIGHT THINKING DECISIONS TO DO IT

WHY

WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF

I HATE MYSELF

WHY

ALL FOR THAT.

I EVEN USED FAKE EMAILS ILL EVENTUALLY FORGET ON MY ALT ACCS

Btw fun fact!!

Due to my past self's sensitivity..

I lost access TO MAKING VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE

I MADE SO MANY MISTAKES THAT RUINED MY LIFE