miguel

quick ramble but i actually hate how people mischaractize miguel o'hara in two ways 

one: he is not ur yandere bad boy, he is a mentally ill old decaying man. miguels wife and daughter, which were like the only joys in his life because he dislikes the rest of family (his dad was abusive, his mother is nuts, tyler stone, his actual dad, is an awful person, and he finds gabriel annoying), died because of him. he tries ot give himself another tries through dimension hopping, but they both die with him too. his daughter literally dies in his arms along with everyone else in that entire universe. him being the cause of not just their deaths, but the deaths of everyone on that earth / universe has most definetly caused him to like, deteriorate mentally. all of the weight on him most definitely has caused him to not being okay in the head, so he is most probably not thinking right when it comes to miles trying to save his family because he could not save his own with both chances he got. hes literally going insane, and i feel like ppl who make him out to be a bad boy genuinely did not watch the movie 

TWO: just because he is mentally ill does not excuse him from being one of the antagonists in this movie. he really does not act like a spiderman because hes just so low that he doesnt try anymore. everything he really cared for is gone, and so he lets all of that grief out on other people. i 100% understand his own perspective, or at least he was doing the things he did in ATSV, but compared to the rest of the spiderpeople its not something they would do. the whole thing about spiderman is never giving up, and miguel has. without his family, there is not much of a reason for him to be happy. and he thinks in a way that if he cant be happy no one can.

i  love him tho hes my num 1 pookie fr