Beach, then going back home

i haven't uploaded anything in the past few days. well, nothing interesting happened tbh...

so ive went to the beach. i don't like tanning and because of that, i tried staying away from the sun as long as possible...  i still got a bit tanned on my hands. i remember how last year i fell asleep in the sun with a towel on me and i didnt have a lot of sunscreen and when i woke up, my body had white and red stripes ...T-T 

i also went with my little cousin ! she is nine yo ( i think lol?) and she's never been away without her parents. every night she would start crying and calling my aunt and uncle. my brother tried to cheer her up by putting on a youtube video..."three hours of farts"....my cousin laughed at first but my brother did this every day so she got mad. however we were still having fun.....i cant believe my humour is so bad that i still laugh at fart jokes...

anyways i had a good time. back at home, i havent been doing anything productive other than cleaning my part of the room, washing the dishes once and uhhh having a bath.....i hate that im so lazy.

i also go to sleep at around 2 am every night AND IM SICK OF THIS. i tell myself every day "this is it. im going to sleep at 10 pm". its almost 12 as im writing here..............ooff

a little update about school: my parents and i made a list of my desired high schools. in romania, u have to send in a list of what schools u want to get into in a certain order from the most desirable to the lesser ones, like: No 1 - A High school; No 2 - B High school etc.

then after two weeks, you get a message: "you got in E school" and then u have to go to E school to deploy some documents (if u dont, u loose ur spot at that school). its just very complicated....

ive redid the list 3 times i think. tomorrow im going to officially "sign" this list (?). i hope ill get in my first or second school from the list. they are both bilingual maths - focused schools so i hope ill get in those... i also put on my list the most prestigious schools - it would be funny if i get in them haha.

well in the end, high school isnt as important as university. for the next 4 years, i will study, study and study to pass all my exams, i will volunteer and of course make friends so that in the end ill get in a very good university outside romaniaaa

well thats it i guess, im still praying to get whatever i want byee