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“I dont understand why this, why now why here why–why with him” he asked voice shaking, breaking as tears well up in his eyes emotions caught up in his throat ready to burst out, years of getting kept has never done good, nothing was ever good, not to him

“Are you really asking that? Or do you just want to ask why not with you-”

“Of course im asking why not with me!” voice raising as he asked as tears streamed down his face, caught up in the moment where he could show and tell how he felt, letting his feelings take control, letting his feelings talk

“Why does it have to be him?”