5/07/2023

last nights dream was about my top surgery and buying chicken katsu

my chest suddenly split like paper vertically on my right nipple (my right chest is more sensitive than my left so i guess maybe thats why?), however my flesh was like a  corpse. there was no blood and it was very synthetic looking (like plastic bodies used for trying to learn CPR)
I sewed it up myself with a needle and black thread. obviously that wasnt a good idea but i was just opened and i didnt want an open wound on my chest. raced up to my surgeon (shes an hour away) and right as i was about to go under again, i woke up

(artistic redition)

before that there was a dream i was with my mum and my sister going to this gas station with a second store next to it that was a japanese restaurant, to buy japanese meals, i wanted chicken katsu (i know which gas station it is irl, this gas station does not have a second store next to it, it was like split in 2) . the store was gone when we got there, and in its place was an icecream or something store. devastated i told my mum we should look elsewhere, she told me they still are open, just in the back. I said really? okay go order.. then me and my sister hopped on a bus that went the wrong direction going to the left for about a kilometer. i told my sister to call my mum to come pick us up, and she did after we walked a bit. we went to the back of the gas station, my mum was sitting in an open storage container eating something. I asked her where she got the bowl from, she shrugged. even she didnt know. i did get my chicken katsu