04/07/23 -BETTER?? life update-

Wow! I finally got accepted in to a school! I kinda feel, bad because it's an "adult-high school" (There's probably a better translation) so you don't even need your grades to get there, it's just full of adults who didn't graduate earlier in life and that was basically my last desperate option.. I, for some reason have been OBSESSED with getting the high school experience with other teens, but now I will miss some crucial parts of it. But I'm not ungrateful, because it's a big school so there won't be only some adults in their 40s in my class (hopefully) and with a very fluid learning programs and I can study from home more than I could in a normal high school. And it's in my fav part of the city it's in.

AT LEAST I GOT SOMEWHERE!!!!

Well I will make myself feel better with how many ppl say high school was the worst part of their life and it's not that important (it is to me low-key!!!!)..

My school starts 21/08 so I hope I'll find an apartment before that.

Also update about my modeling career: You won't believe this...

Ok maybe you will, this might only be shocking to me, who has been in this weird series of really bad luck.. like at first I called myself unlucky as a joke but it might be true..

I got the photos

AND

THEY WERE SOOOO BAD!!

and the agency won't stop posting them on their socials!!! 😭😖

I know I gave my consent to it but it's so embarrassing...They keep posting my weird jumping photos that look like I model for kids clothing.. or stock photos...

also they sent us 4 of the (140..) photos they took and they looked so bad I ended up spending 45€ on 4 new photos.. THAT ALSO LOOKED BAD ☠️....... I even got to view them before ordering but because they were blurry on my screen I thought they were good..

That's not all tho..

Just when I had applied to the agency, I looked at their instagram and saw my current "worst enemy" liking their posts.

Before I continue I need to give backstory: That person has never done anything to me, I'm just kinda jealous of some things about her life and we happen to live near each other. She actually seems like a really genuine and good person and she is not LITERALLY my worst enemy.. I know I am in the wrong but just, some lil details about our life make me so annoyed with her...

OKk, back to the story: It did not affect me much, I just thought "Oh.. maybe when they post my photos she will see them and I'll be cooler than her in this small thing." and I moved on with my life. Then comes the day I see mine and my sisters photos, and we were horrified so we check their website to see if they posted them.. AND WHO DO I SEE other than my 'worst enemy' ALSO HAVING HER PROFILE THERE!!...💀 Her photos were actually really good tho.. I can't even say anything but she ate that.. But knowing that MINE and HER photos are on the same website...... yeahhh I am not getting any jobs...

WELL THIS IS MY UPDATE, I actually have some family drama going on right now but I will only go into detail if it goes on for a long time!

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