first blog entry !!

Tuesday July 4th, 2023 [2:11am]

OMG this took so long to set up. I'm not familiar with html at ALL, so this was definitely a process. This began around 11 or so and its almost 2:30 now. When it comes to why I started this blog and got spacehey in the first place, I would like to be a geek and cite a quote: "love is a far more vicious motivator." Sherlock said that. 

Now I'm not saying I'm in love [just cuz the word love is scary], and I'm most certainly not saying that joining spacehey and wasting hours of my time on it is the worst thing I could be doing right now, but I suppose this is all just vague commentary on the manner of human connection. Isn't it strange how we do uncharacteristic and disgusting things when we feel something for someone else? Isn't it just ridiculous how our morals and perspectives can shift just because you met that girl on that day in that way and became more than just faces that pass each other in the halls? I know I'm gonna regret this when she eventually finds this, but by then I'll probably be soaking in the smell of her dior perfume on her couch watching some stupidly romantic movie questioning how I got in that position in the first place. I'll probably also be praying my a$$ off that she doesn't see me blush every time she giggles or makes fun of my random fact dropping.

Anyways, its hot where I am right now and I guess it's time for me to fight the insomnia and sleep.

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