7/3/23

Hey yall!! 

Omg what's this?? I'm actually....blogging?? Within a normal time period???? Thats so shocking!! 

Anyways I'm almost done with my Hello Kitty cosplay!! I'm so happy! I'm just missing the bow and I got to figure out the makeup!!! I'm so excited for this convention!! Its at the end of this month!! I can't wait!! My sister is dressing as Teruhashi from The Disastrous Life of Saiki K. I'm pretty sure a few of our (?) friends are going.

I've been feeling more masculine lately. I've been doing my makeup to make me look more masculine and I'm so happy with how it looks on me. I darken up my eyebrows and darken around my eyes. I get a good bit of gender euphoria from it. I've also been dressing relatively more masculine too! It's kind of hard though because most of my clothes are either feminine or androgynous. I think I want to start working out in order to make my body look more masculine, but I don't know if it's worth possibly compromising my mental health just to look more boy-ish, yk? 

I MIGHT BE GOING TO ANOTHER CONCERT!!! I HOPE I DO GET TO GO CUZ I LOVE GOING TO CONCERTS AND I REALLY WOULD LOVE TO SEE ROMEO SANTOS IRL!!! THE LAST CONCERT I WENT TO WAS SO FUN!! IT WAS NCT DREAM AND OMG IT WENT SO CRAZY!! I LOST MY VOICE AFTER BUT I STILL HAD TONS OF FUN!!!

Alright thats all I have to talk about lol