abandonement /hj my brother just has collage (edit/srs)

me siting crying because my big brother had to go to bed and hang up the phone call thats we had going with my other brother AND IM SO SADDDDDD what do you mean you need sleep that you have a job my brothers are my best friends and i love them both so much i this isnt fairrrrrrr im so attached i never wanna let em go 

little edit: my big brother passed a few weeks ago and it hit me and my twin really hard especially because we werent able to see him before it happened....