july 2nd

i'm very sleepy. last night i was hanging out with my friend from home last night and she introduced me to her friends. she's a lot more social than i am, i tend to be really particular with people i befriend, i can't just casually hang out with people i don't really connect with. my friend has the superpower to just talk to people and they like her it's insane.  

lately i've been listening to conan gray. something about being in love with someone who's in love with someone else. he wrote heather specifically for me, actually. this guy's just like me for real. 

vampire by olivia rodrigo is such a good song. i WRITHE. her voice is so beautiful. the way she builds up and up and up throughout the song makes me want to tear up pillows with my teeth like a dog. nothing beats the experience of listening to this song and mouthing along with the words so dramatically your jaw practically unhinges. this is my main character song at the moment. i love the drums in the later parts of the song, but especially the bridge and last chorus. they make me feel like running through a field. 

i am so fucking sleepy. time to listen to some 2nd gen kpop and shake my ass as god intended.