HAPPY THOUGHTS

HAPPY THOUGHTS cares so much about me,

He keeps asking if I'm okay,

Like I'm not the one who's falling apart.

HAPPY THOUGHTS

Like that's supposed to make everything better.

But it's not that simple, I wish he'd understand.

He even asked if I've been getting enough HAPPY THOUGHTS,

Like that's supposed to fix anything.

But I've got better things to do at night,

Like staring at the ceiling and HAPPY THOUGHTS

He keeps telling me to be HAPPY

But how can I be HAPPY when I'm falling apart?

It's like he doesn't understand how much pain I'm in,

Or how much I just want it all to end.

Please.

HAPPY THOUGHTS

HAPPY THOUGHTS

And just let me lie here and rest.

HAPPY THOUGHTS

HAPPY THOUGHTS

Then what good is your concern going to do,

Other than remind me of what I already know?

HAPPY THOUGHTS

HAPPY THOUGHTS

HAPPY THOUGHTS

And let me figure things out on my own.

It's better to look down.

HAPPY THOUGHTS

The fact, that you HAPPY THOUGHTS

Touches my THOUGHTS.