7/1/23

Heyyyy!

Today was pretty fun!! I went to a few arcades, and I got a new NCT Dream album!!  I got their album Candy, Mark's edition. I pulled a Jisung photocard but I traded with my sister because she got Jaemin (my bias). This one arcade I went to was so fun!! I mostly played DDR, Mario Kart, and a Japanese racing game. I kept losing to my sister at the racing games and Street Fighter. I still had fun though!! 

Netflix is coming out with a new season of this anime I like and I'm so excited!! I got to rewatch the first 2 seasons before I watch the new one and honestly, I'm not mad about that. I've been wanting to rewatch it for a good while now. 

My boyfriend invited me to hang out with him and his friends but honestly, I'm not really sure about it. I have a track record of hanging out with a group of other people's friends and feeling out of place or like I'm intruding on something. And now he's pissing me off by just aggressively telling me what he's doing instead of telling me he's busy and he'll talk to me later. Like bro....you can just tell me you're busy. I dunno. I'll probably tell him to be nicer about it later. Maybe he's kinda mad because I barely talked to him today but as I mentioned before, I was busy today and wasn't paying attention to my phone. Sorry, I know I shouldn't be talking about small inconveniences in my relationship without talking to my s/o first. Especially since I know he reads these sometimes.

I've been feeling a lot more masculine lately and I don't know how to feel. I like feeling like a boy, but I know no one sees me as a boy (since I present relatively fem) so that kinda kills my joy yk? Sorry, I shouldn't be complaining about things like that to random people lol. Anyways I can't wait to go shopping again because that gives me an opportunity to get more clothes to dress more masculinely.

Anyways, I would love to put some more into this blog entry, but I have no clue what to put lol.