summer bummer

lately i've been struggling with that summer slump that i usually get when there's much free time and the weather sucks. i feel silly to complain about not being busy but i truly become so unproductive.

what's worse is i feel so guilty for doing nothing, and then do nothing because i'm feeling so bad, and the cycle continues. and the whole time i'm aware of how the weeks are slipping away before i go back to college! ahhhhh!!

but i am going to try to give myself some grace. hopefully if i can find one thing to be excited about and one thing to work on each day, life will start to feel less dull.

maybe i post more on here too...?