Life update part 3

Hi loves,

It’s me natu & im back to give you guys an update (for anyone who cares lol), I’m now 17 turning 18 in October. Just graduated highschool. I’m starting college this august and I’m super excited. I got my first job as-well, as a lover of arts I’m glad to be working surrounded by other artists. I also got a cat! We named her pure sage, pure after my grandmother whose name was pura which is pure in Spanish. But yeah, there’s been a lot going on in my life I felt like sharing just cus. I hit 10k on TikTok & got my first sponsor which is nice. I don’t see myself as an influencer or nothing special but I have been getting a lot of nice messages/ comments from people who say that I inspire them to be themselves & to embrace their natural hair which makes me feel good. I as-well have been being myself & not caring what other being think about me. I decided to embrace my gothness & start dressing/ doing goth makeup out in public & feeling good enough about myself to be able to do that. Ive always loved gothic style since I was little but since I already listened to goth music, I felt more comfortable now dressing goth in public & not caring about the way I’m perceived. It takes a lot of courage to do the which I’m proud of. Oh yeah, June 20th I saw my first concert! It was the cure & it was amazing. Being around so many goths made me feel more welcomed into the community. My area doesn’t have that many goth people (that I know of)& it’s pretty rare for me to see so many goths in one place, I felt at home. As well as the music was great. I have this new found love for music again then ever before. Turning 18 is really going to be a turning point in my life, now that I have a job I plan on saving up to get a car/ move out ! Which I’m excited for :) hoping to get a hearse of just a really cool 1980s car that fits me. All & all, life’s good right now. My anxiety has also cooled down a lot since the beginning of this year which I’m thankful for, I’m glad to not mope around all day and finally have a genuine sense of peace & tranquility. & if anyone hasn’t heard this yet today, you are loved & you are amazing. 

Going to try to be on here more again ! 

Xoxo, 

scentlessapprentice