i hate my ex and his gf from now on.

To be honest, i have never seen myself thinking of this begin posting after seeing a person begin madly at someone and letting out their feelings on their blog. I dated my ex back in 2021, didn't text that much cause he was always "playing the game" and "going out with the family" but I knew he just thought he would've got "pictures" afterward we broke up cause I just got that feeling of him cheating especially when he doesn't text at all. He texted me back in October saying give him another chance so I gave him another chance cause I was the type of person to give people chances. Things were starting to go good he was talking to me like it actually was and I trusted him about that. I Met my true best friend from my childhood school so she would tell me everything that was going on when I was dating him since I missed those days. (p.s we were in a private relationship) i remember asking him the day lf he has told one of his friends that e was going out since they asked me lf i was going out with that the day i got school, had to lie ofc. My best friend texted me saying he caught him hugging and hang out with a girl i talked too that day, and ofc i was heartbroken from that so i texted him saying " i wanna break up" and after the text he sent me made me hate boys from now on. "we was never dating" he mostly tried to use me for "pictures" since he ask but didn't send none he also said we been broken up. after that i thought of myself looking dumb and didn't notice stuff like this and it would always be me cause I'm too easy. I still talked to the girl when they be "done dating" or "still dating" she even told me she caught him on facetime at a football game with another girl and says it was his "girl best friend" even though she said "i love you too" in the facetime from what i hear. Every time i see him by her and lf he sees me he just stares and be giving hugs, holding hands, and doing stuff with her like i guess it's supposed to make me jealous. Be careful who you trust and still love yourself.