i dont know

don't you just love when your in your room cold, and because how cold it is it feels like your tectonic heluations are back. and you wanna cry so like the only thing you can do and be on call your boyfriend, put on high school musical, and read fanfic cause you just something from stopping you from crying and questioning all your delusions from your child hood because no memories from when you were about 5 and under were real. expect for the age you meet your basically brother. just me or??? maybe the birds are starting come back but they aren't in my door nob so I don't know. anyway thats a thing