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uagdwegh [6.29.2023]

ughhhhh

i'm so tired and bored during the summer

I have things to do; like clean my room, practice volleyball, summer reading, and eat healthy

but I have no energy to...my depression has gotten the best of me I suppose. All I can really do is stare at my phone and obsess over people who pay no mind to me. I wish I had more self-control and self-discipline, then maybe I wouldn't be stuck in this situation. 

I have other tasks that I have to do, like take better care of myself, do my laundry, cut my hair, and make sure my brother is up to date with his summer education. 

i don't know if I'm just lazy and overreacting but it seems like a lot to do...I'll get it done soon,,,I hope. 

i don't really feel into in ykwim[?],,I like being alone a lot but hate feeling lonely, I don't really feel excited anymore or happy. I'm always upset or mad at someone or something, then I just feel bad about it afterwards. 

i know I turned comments off but whatever, thx 4 reading

~scribble


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