free time

i think im starting to be depressed again because i can barely take care of myself anymore ! ! ! its a hassle and a struggle  . it’s embarrassing to go out because people might comment on my looks . i’m so tired of being a person and i want to just sleep all day long .. or stay stuck in my cool imagination . young men are expected in my culture to be all active and fit but im a lazy ass hahahaa . i hope im not the only one out there feeling like that . 2023 is very sad year . 

anyways , ily all . peace