♡ My Happy Sugar Life ♡

 I have such a strange feeling inside my heart. but it is not pain, i don't know what it is, it's warm. It brings me warmth when i'm cold and strength when I am weak. I don't know if this makes me a bad person, but I hope you never love anyone more than me. I want you all to myself, and I will never let someone else get in the way because you're mine.  I realized, you are my "happy sugar life," when things are bitter you make them sweet and suddenly nothing else matters, I will never let anyone take you away from me. And I hope I make you as happy as you make me. i wont ever let you be hurt, i cant let you go i want to lock you up in my caged off heart and throw away the key where no one will ever reach you enough to take you away or hurt you and when i die youll still be there with me, always, when time doesnt exist anymore and everything is still it will only be me and you and i can make a new world where we can be together forever and youll be the most precious thing to ever exist. this feeling is mine and mine alone no one will ever love you more than me and they wont have to because i will never leave you alone i don't care if you call me your friend, a girlfriend, or your wife, this is a promise to be true to you and that you are mine we don't need anyone else, no one will ever understand the feelings i have for you and i don't care anymore. I'm sorry that i am so intense i don't mean to sound crazy or obsessed or possessive but what i feel is real and maybe i am all of those things its no secret that I'm fucked up but i cant help that i'm in love with you its okay i mean we can both be fucked up together because nothing matters anymore it'll just be me and you forever anyways you're amazing and lovely, and we can destroy this world together become monsters of love and desire.

♡ With these words i am one with the dead, and with these i've claimed the one which i'm wed. ♡