My amazing genius review of Puberty 2 😻

1. Crack Baby- 12/10

This song might acc be my favorite of all time ever. I kin it sm. The line “you dont know what you want but you knwo you had it and you want it back, etc etc” is my absolute favorite line of all time ever. Because that relationship was so many things but it was ouchie and yet i somehow i miss that??? AM I a crack baby?? Also teh increasing intensity in the way she says it near the end is just so perfect. 

2. My bodies made of crushed little stars- 10/10

This song is so so me and i used it in my lang presentation. The song is so angry and desperate. It isn’t trying anything it is just screaming it’s feelings. You want to travel and love and see the world but you are trapped and all you want is to be happy but that would cause you so much pain in the long run. The line “I pick an age that i’m gonna disappear” has always been one fo my favorites and the song gives you so many feelings under the guise of rage

3. happy-11/10

The shaky voice and the thrumming in the beginning are so perfect and i love it in a way I have loved so little. The feelings of inadequacy you get from never being  enough even when they promise you they love you. But if you love me why are you with someone else?? Arent I the only thing you needed? The music video for this is also amazing, and I watch it weekly so that might influence my understanding of it. The cookie line just makes my stomach hurt. When you give your all for someone and you make them your everything, you dont know how to breathe without them. You blame yourself for their leaving because if you had been a bit better mayb they would have stayed but you didnt and you can’t fix anything so you might as well give up without them. In truth i worry y**nne feels this way and i really need to stop imagining what songs shes listening too but also i can’t stop myself. Also, i dont wanna be Happy?? Happy is an asshole but if y**nne is mitski i’m probably happy. 

4. I bet on losing dogs-10/10

A good summary of how i feel about this song would just be the knowledge that i cried to this for a good 30 minutes and it has pierced my soul and melted itself into my being and this song is really good

5. Fireworks- 10/10

I hadn’t acc listened to this song before just now. But i really like it. The instrumental is kind of anxious but also seemingly tired. Her voice also carries this exhaustion and she seems so done. But theres this quiet waiting for that moment when she can truly reminisce without burning herself with the memories

6. Your best american girl- 10/10

Everythign I could say about the song, Tuula has said. And that’s kinda everything. I have cried to it many times

7. Once more to see you- 8/10

Ofc one of my favorite songs in the album, it was one of the first of her songs i listened too. The almost sleepy way she sings manages to hold so many feelings. The song, of course, is sad. It is yearning and hoping and waiting but it’s also angry. The line where she’s like “screaming your name off the top of every roof” Just strikes me as so resentful and upset. Of course we have reputations, but you love me. You should love me. The pain eats away as you yearn for someone who will never fully commit and never truly be yours.

8. Thursday Girl- 8.5/10

This song makes me feel like my brain is withdrawing into itself and i’m on the ground clutching my head and crying. Describing it as up or down and not happy or sad is so poetic and i adore the instrumental that has, i think flute. It feels like when you gave and text them even though you know you shouldnt and what hurts most is that you cant say no.

9. A loving feeling- 9/10

I lobe a loving feeling but honestly i donmt have a lot to say about it. It like, doesnt stick out to me especially but thatr might just be cause taemin is playing in the background and no one could ever top sexuality. It does really remind me of my relationship with claire and the loneliness i felt but for some reason it just doesn’t stick in my mind the wya the others do idk

10. A burning Hill-8/10

I like this song but I don’t listen to it often. Honestly i dont feel anythign for it

11. Dan the Dancer- 7/10

I don’t listen to the song often tbh. It’s not even in my giant mistki playlist. I really like the instrumental but the song just doesn’t do it for me which is why it’s so low. The lyrics get me tho. The way he almost clings to her as his only lifeline reminds me of a certain someone that i am very worried for rn. The song is very tragic. Dan is very sad. And that’s kinda all i hafta say, just cause i dont listen to it often