"all my days i wait for something more." - Flowerface

Tired is an understatement when it comes to losing people. 

I was always told to let people go when they leave and whoever is meant to be in your life will stay.

But genuinely, I'm tired of losing people who I thought would be here. who I thought would be more than just a lesson. I should never assume that people won't hurt me or others. it's human nature. Even in the bible, God said he was disgusted by his creation, which started the whole Noah's arc thing. 

Anyways, it seems like the men I meet will continue to disappoint me and the women will naturally fight over men with me, who do not deserve our attention and love.

So for now, I sit alone and once again push away the idea of having a person to love.