first ever entry !! <33

haiiiii im maddy this is my first ever blog an im not really sure what im doing so im just gonna treat this like a diary entry LMAO! the last like 4 ish days have been kinda awful, just the usually stuff i experience on the daily basis but it feels overwhelming the past few days.. but im pushing through! good news is my boyfriend is coming tomorrow and im so excited, i cant wait to see him <3 also he gets the next week off and he lives like an hour and a half ish away and this'll be the first full week we spend together im so excited <33

i had a panic attack earlier :/ and im gonna try to have a calmer afternoon. i like to clean up when im stressed out and so i have laundry in and im gonna tidy up my room! doing little productive things throughout stressful days usually seem to stress relieve me a little! maybe ill try to read my monster girl book, play a game too!

ill try to get better at this blogging thing but im so happy to finally be able to be the 2000's IT GIRL ive always wanted to be, BLOGGING ON MY LITTLE COMPUTER LMAOO!<333

ill try to do this every couple days or so its so cute XD <33