28.6.23

This week is gonna be a busy week... we're having a long weekend from wednesday to friday and we're given 2 projects to finish within these 5 days. rlly stressful

this monday, the principal announced smth abt porn sites cus apparently some ppl were doing so AT SCHOOL. after school, i was going down the stairs with this one girl who has a history of sh (yeah shes the same person who stalked me n gossiped abt me to Eden). She knew i sh too n asked me hows life. I told her that im going insane cuz i genuinely am n she started motivating me. tbh i needed that, i think she rlly did care abt me. n so we decided to continue in whatsapp for a "mental health" sesh.

yesterday (tuesday), i had a rlly bad headache but i decided to go to school anyway. during pe, i just suddenly apologised to kenny for the things ive said abt her. tbh i didnt feel like apologising cus im still angry at her n eden. like i just blurted out that apology for no  reason at all. after school was rlly weird. this guy i was classmates with 3 years ago started talking to me, we all knew him as the hentai/anime-addicted weird kid. he started out nicely (asking abt my day, anime, music n all that) but then he started taking a chair to sit next to me n continue talking. it was uncomfortable cuz he was too close. he asked to see my tablet for music, played his n tried to INCREASE THE VOLUME SO LOUD THAT ANYONE CAN HEAR. i told him no cus i felt anxious that everyone might hear. n as he was touching my tablet he started touching me as well... he kept caressing my thigh n hand whilst talking abt consensual touch... he kept asking if im fine with it n i said "ummm im okay with it....." when rlly i just felt too uncomfortable that i couldnt say no....

he saw his car n before he went, he patted the back of my neck slowly... n left. i wanna go through further details but i cant find the right words n im lazy as heck rn xdd

either way, creepy vibes my dude