Goodbye Written In Kisses

i wanna kiss you away like the end of a big romantic film where the main characters one true love is moving far away and they may never see eachother again. well it may not be like that for us but i want a dramatic ending to think back to in the haze of our short lived laughter together. four years and only now can i share a part of my life with the person i'd only admire from a distance, who's life i'd known very little of, and it feels like it's coming down to a simmer. not a true end, but a pause in a dream. they say don't get lost in heaven and they are right. if being madly in love with you wasn't enough, your kiss truly broke the ice enough for me to not want anything else in this life. something healed within me that night i lay in bed with you next to me, sobered up and now starting to think clearly. if only your scent on your t-shirt you gave me would last forever, then i'd always be asked as to why i wear it so much. i do wonder if this love is permanent, or if a black hole opens and everything that was us gets sucked away. but whether all of this will matter when i'm thirty or not is not up for me, only time will tell. though i truly hope our story picks up a sequel where in 10 years time i meet you again and it feels like falling in love with you once more.