WHAT I HAD A PERSONAL VICTORY EEEE

okok so basically i wrestle right?

so last year i joined my schools wrestling team, which was just guys, and me and 2 other girls were in it, but they quit as the season went on.

and i never had a goal in mind really, cuz im pretty aimless for the most part in general and i never could visualize anything sporty for the life of me.

but then at like 1 am i googled some stuff and found a cool pdf thing for mental toughness in wrestling along w a ton of printable exercises to write on (i just copied the words onto a notebook) and i just like 

imagined myself actually winning a match ??? like ive never done that before and im like holy shi

anyway thats all hehehe