My head is doing ba.........

YUPIE, Mental breakdown day (TmT).... why all comfort characters are always digital or very very far from me? I want cuddles, friends, being loved..... yeah,my Spacehey friends are super cool but they're so far away... i can't visit them or at least say " you're the best"....... argh.... hate being there... can someone talk to me? i'm sorry...but...

я устал... очень... дайте пожалуйста  10 причин жить, а не попробовать полетать с 10 этажа...