drains out

hello to the void and anyone following my top surgery journey

i got my drains out this morning!
initially the nurse was unsure because my ml was at 25ml and it should have been under 20ml but she decided it was okay with the help of another nurse.

veryyy uncomfortable, drains fucking sucked but atleast it didnt hurt taking them out, honestly the tape that binded them there hurt more than the tube actually coming out.

and god it was long (the bit inside me), gross, oh well i live.

also got my banaids off my nipples and i thought they were tiny for a bit, i mean they are which is usual for cis males but still i thought they were fucking meat stick cut sized 😭 theyre not, thank god.

theyre out now! weird thing when i walk i feel my muscle/flesh move underneath my skin. and i know its because theres a gap inbetween my muscle/fat from where the drains where. makes my skin crawl.

now just chilling, was watching some dumb show which is unusual for me and my mum made lunch.
good day! next appointment i think i get the tape off my nips finally to see them entirely, next week. Also just for a check in on how im healing.

I think my chest may be uneven, honestly not too worried about it as thats just something for me to work on when im back in gym :) cannot wait to get back into it and go swimming when im all cleared for it!