Back from my holiday!

Me and my girlfriend came back home from our holiday yesterday! It was amazing and I valued and loved the time that I spent with her in a new country doing so many things that I've never done before! We went on a speedboat on the ocean and explored another little bit of land mostly made up of rocks, as well as a little sandy area and went in the sea. My girlfriend saw a jellyfish and we saw some birds :) we also rode a jetski which I was surprisingly good at and we sat on a two seater made to float on the ocean and we were attached to a boat that went so fast!!

We rode a two seater bike and it was so tiring but I also really appreciated it and had lots of fun, especially because I can't ride a bike yet haha. We ate amazing food and stayed at a lovely hotel with a balcony and a pool. I wouldn't trade this experience for anything and I feel so much warmth knowing that I did all this with my girlfriend. She is such a beautiful person and I'm so blessed that she's in my life and loves me. She took me out to eat as a surprise on the first day to celebrate us being together for 6 months <3 :)) and she decorated the room and gave me a present and an invite to the dinner before as well. It was perfect. I never thought that I'd experience a love like this but I am and it's so calming but exciting and flattering. To be able to give my love to someone that I've always dreamed of being in a relationship with is refreshing. I feel completely accepted and sometimes I'm afraid to be seen but I know that I can let go and that's more than enough for me. I know that I'm allowed to be myself and no one's allowed me to feel like this before. The fact that she loves me the way I've wanted and needed to be loved on top of this is almost unbelievable. I can give and receive what I hoped for, and it's also being matched as well.

The country was beautiful and it felt special that my girlfriend suggested it because she lived there by herself for some time, and it was our first holiday as a couple. The weather was great, it was a bit hot but the wind helped a lot and it felt a lot better than the weather at home which is really humid during the summer. Doing so many things for the first time was really enjoyable, and I felt safe knowing that she had done these things before and knew where she was going. We also had new experiences together which made me happy. I will always treasure the things that I do with my girlfriend, and this holiday is one of those things.