Growing up

In exactly 44 days (following the CEST time) i will turn 14.

When i was 11, i always thought that once i'd turn 14 i'd be sooo "teenage lookng" when in reality right now i haven't really changed since i'm 10. Maybe there were a few cm gained and some hairstyle changes but that's about it.

I'm also pretty short compared to others, i know i'm girl but being 156cm while the other are like 166cm or even 170cm is still bothersome. Worst part is i won't even grow that much since i stopped growing earlier and last time i went to check a doctor for this, they said i was gonna stop growing very soon and it was too late for me to take stuff to make me grow taller (my parents were also concerned about my height), even worse afterward the doctor started telling me the height of short celebrities to "cheer me up"..

I'm just scared that i will be in my 20's and look like a fucking tween and have to pull out my ID, driver's license, car's key and whatever diploma each time i wanna buy a beer.