sup spacehey

the reason i don't blog too much on here is because not a lot of interesting things happen in my life.

the most interesting thing that's happened to me recently is i drank an entire gallon of chocolate milk yesterday and it made my burps taste like cereal.

not real invigorating, right?

i just stay in my room and play video games, or watch movies, or draw. i grew a fondness for checking the mail because it's the only thing that will get me out of the house and walking since my mailbox is pretty far away from my actual house. 

i feel sort of like an outcast because i'm not as social as the rest of my family is. my mom has more friends than i do (not to say moms can't have friends, but i'm not even 20 and i only have a handful of friends who i barely talk to).

sometimes i feel bad for me, but at the same time i find my loneliness nice. i like to be alone because i already have an entire me to worry about. but friends are nice too.

i don't want anyone to feel bad for me, this is kind of all my fault to begin with anyway since i'm just this antisocial weirdo who dumps his thoughts onto the internet every now and again.

i'm not asking for friends either, being randomly approached makes me anxious. i probably won't respond to direct messages.

i kinda wanna know if i'm not the only one who has this issue. are you, reader, the same as me?

do you struggle with human connections?

anyways.

no more tippy tapping.

seeya when i seeya, blog.