update 6/22/23

Hi, it has been a while, I've just been really lazy to post blogs, also because I realized I'm trans (he/him). Anyway, I'm still not out, I'm just too anxious to do it honestly, and it's so hard to even bring it up. 

Anyways, it's summer break, and I'm entering 9th grade next year, I'm not very nervous or anything, what I'm planning on doing is just doing my work and no talking, like I seriously don't wanna make friends, even though if that sounds kinda dumb not to, I do not want to. All my old friends literally hate me, because once I get close and used to them, I become more loud/energetic towards them, making them leave me, so I just give up, I don't want friends at school because they all seem to leave me in the end and disappoint me. 

anyways sorry for the depressing update, but whatever. bye 

PS

My new online name is Luell, so call me that.