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It’s such a pain.

Seeing you,

Hearing you.

Sometimes I even ask,

Why the fuck do you exist?

Why do you hypnotise me?

Why do you live rent free in my head?

Stop, I’m begging you.

I will cry on my knees,

I will lower myself.

Just please.

Stop.

I did not ask for this.

I never asked God to meet you.

So why..?

...why do I keep wanting you more..?

Through all this pain...

...Why..?