a c h a n g e

It only took a second.

And I started to hate myself

More than anything in this world.

Nothing really happened.

It only took a second.

Just tick!

And done.

Now I’m so miserable I want to die.

What happened?

In the holy presence of our lord and saviour,

I thought about the blood of white dead doves.

I was just a child.

It’s nothing, right?

Right..?

That’s nothing to feel guilty for,

Right?!

It only took a second.

And because of those innocent doves

I started to hate myself,

More than anything else in this world.