masks

ive been out of masks for 4EVA and i cant find them anytime i go to the store + every time i ask my mom to order new ones she forgets, i also cant ask for more rn bcus we just spent a bunch of money for my sisters v/ important parties )): 

also every time i ask my dad abt it he's like "y'know you don't have to wear those anymore??" with that stupid annoying smirk LIKE YEA I DONT HAVE TO BUT I CARE ABT OTHERS WELLBEING EVEN IF IT DOESNT DIRECTLY AFFECT ME, UNLIKE YOU !! he gets on my fuckin NERVES 🙄

i only have one singular mask left and i dont wanna use it coz what if i need to go to some big event where im there for a LONG time around A LOT of people, but i dont wanna not wear a mask bcus thats shitty

im so upset abt this