ENTRY #1

Dear Spacehey, why does shit like this always happen to me? I swear I think I'm a good person, but honestly after this month I don't know anymore because some god must hate me for some reason. first I have terrible car sex with a coworker then 9 hours later have sex with his friend which I must say was 100% better than him but I fucked up! like why did I think it would be okay to hookup with two male coworkers because soon after everyone knew and I was getting blamed for telling people when I didn't tell nobody! now I've never been a tattletale but fuck they ruined my reputation at work. I reported their asses to hr but it gets better because of their influence they had ANOTHER GIRL filed a hr report on me saying I touched her thighs?!??! like I'm sorry hun but I sure as hell don't wanna touch a pair of thigh that look like they were cheese grated! also while I think im bi idk anymore we'll get into that some other time. but like omg HR is shoved down my throat now which I understand but like its just annoying and stressful. I switched shifts and everything was okay till the girls who said I touch her thighs friend hmu talking about sone"I thought you quit?" and then was telling me to stop talking shit about night shift which I wasn't if people asked me why I left I tell them mangers because the managers did suck and if they ask which shift I prefer I say day shift because my sleep is better and everything is better and I just enjoy it more overall, so no I was not talking shit about night shift I was simply stating my opinion which is FREEDOM of FUCKING SPEECH BITCH. im just so stressed and confused and filled with anxiety because of all this shit and im sick of it!