IDK WHAT TO DO

IDK REALLY

So,I'm a sunny person who likes physical contact, and I'm always in CHILLmode, I'm very kind and sweet (according to many), and this causes me a problem: I'M TOO CHILD AND THEY KICK ME 

My friends treat me with tenderness(although sometimes they hate my too many hugs) for this but many times it happens that I also receive criticism online. One time I was on Omegle and I was talking to a person until I make a joke.

This person starts saying that I was not funny and I was a Failure clown who tried to be nice without succeeding  

Not to mention the time I had quarreled with one of mine who is no longer a friend, who first pampered me and treated me very well then got engaged and dumped me telling me that I was too affectionate and that 

I had to find a boyfriend. Many of these sentences remain in my head without ever understanding if the problem is mine or others or whatever. GIVE ME ADVICE AND LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)