Slowly losing myself, and my friends.

I know, I shouldn't post so often, but I'm currently crying in bed, and can't sleep. I'm terrified. I'm scared. I'm going to high school after summer. I'm scared. Im scared of not finding anyone to talk with, to go to school for. My best friend is moving out to her gf to the Netherlands in a couple weeks, and I can't handle it. He always was a shoulder I could cry on, he always comforted me, and I don't know what to do. Any help fellow myspace users?