it's been awhile

well i haven't been here for a long time, last was probably november or smth.

I got busy with my studies and a person, which i don't really know whether it was good to put that much energy on.

there's  lot of things going on in this world but at some moments i feel like mine just froze to it's place. i have quite litterally nothing to do but to wait for things to happen and i don't know how to deal with that. 

draw, sing, write, it doesn't really help me much at all. im not sure what to do so.