my mom sucks

what if i wrote here everyday. i am bored with my life. every day is the same. i am depressed about many things but i will not list them. i signed out of instagram but i wish i hadn’t because, now where’s all my constant validation? no where!! i need constant validation to know im good or pretty or smart or talented. not constantly every two seconds, but once in a while would be great. not receiving any type of validation when you need it most is so sad.