The joy of making miku

I've been working on a vaporwave Miku to get my mind off all the hardship I've been facing lately, and all the pain and worry seems to drift away as I look at the progress I've made on her. Her finished product to me is truly beautiful and not something I thought I was capable of. I feel proud of myself for once. It feels like someone else made her! It makes me happy! I want to make more things like her that I can really just do whatever weird ideas I want. I put a disk in her back that spins when in its slot and slowly stops when someone takes it out. The text on her back says 'chicken nuggets'. She makes beeps and boops when you use toggles. A dolphin splashes out of the vaporwave puddle on her left side. This is a joy I haven't really had and I love.